Alright guys, I'm not going to sit here in my room being a miserable mess anymore, I've made a huge decision, I'm moving to Florida next month, Mid august or end of August, this is it, I'm sick of sitting here in my room being the most depressed I've ever been, I'm sick of sitting here hurting and hurting.
It's time, time to start a new life, time to try and get this crap behind me, to move on to (hopefully) better things.
I have some money saved up, enough to hopefully get me by for a few months while I try and either find a better job or hope that the transcription job picks up more.
Tate plans on moving there with me but he needs to stay with his family for a while and will move there in January.
So guys.. if you've ever.. EVER thought of donating me ANYTHING then NOW is the time, any tiny little dollar will help me at this point.
I'm freaking scared but I NEED to do this, it will either be the best or worst decision of my life but I NEED to find out ASAP, I need my life to change NOW.
If you can't spare me anything or don't want to then please, please visit my blog as much as you can, it actually helps out a lot for me.
Most of all wish me luck guys, I'll try and document it and upload it all to youtube, I just hope something will end up going my way for once, I'll need all the luck I can get.
I wish you the best of luck
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best of luck. If I wasn't a poor college student I'd give you something. ;u; I'm sorry, I do hope you get better and what ever way you choice I hope it helps you!
ReplyDeleteI'm scraping money for college myself. Sorry I don't have money to give but I do; however, wish the best for you. I hope everything goes well.
ReplyDeletepoor kilplix
ReplyDeletein Florida money is kinda easy so don't worry
ReplyDeleteI'm out of work too right now but I think I can spare a little. I just donated $25. Good luck man I hope this all works out for you.
ReplyDeletegood luck man i wish fair winds and clear skies for your future
ReplyDeleteThat's awesome Kilplix, take's a lot to make a move like this. Hope everything works out great for you :)
ReplyDeleteWish you luck in Florida. I hope you get a good start.
ReplyDeleteGood luck Austin! I hope you find the change that you're looking for (and a great job!) I wish I could donate, but I'm jobless at the moment, and I need to save up for collage, but I will definitely visit this here blog :)
ReplyDeleteI wish i could donate you some money, if so i was like to do some $100 but i'm 15 years old and i in Brazil right now so...its kinda hard
ReplyDeleteGood luck, man! :)
ReplyDeleteHey man, we're here for ya, you even just need us there for support, BOOM support, you need us for money... well for some thats not exactly a possibility but most if not all the ones who can I'm sure do.
ReplyDeleteI wish I could donate, but sadly I can't. :(
ReplyDeleteHowever, I will continue to visit this blog and support you. So, good luck Austin! :)
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ReplyDeleteThis kinda decision shows just how strong a person you really are, Austin.
ReplyDeleteIf I could, I would absolutely throw a 20 or even a few 50s your way. But sadly, I can't D: No job myself, and my parents are a bit tight for cash as well.
Good luck man. I can donate some money this Friday when i get paid. and who now's i might see you in Florida if i get stationed there in a few years. Drive safe and make sure not to do anything stupid on your way down. We all would hate it if something happened to you, and we cant watch the funny videos you make. God Speed
ReplyDeleteI made an account just so I could wish you luck!
ReplyDeleteYou'll be completely fine Kilplix, time heals everything :)
Alright, a nice clean sleight. Good luck, bud.
ReplyDeleteBeen awhile since I have commented on a post or video; nonetheless, I have to say I'm in the exact position as you are Austin. I too am moving across the country, to Georgia from California, soon hopefully. I too need to pick up a better job, meet my girl finally, and make some progress in my life as well. I cannot donate a cent for you sadly. I've been wanting to; additionally, I've been watching you since the Battlefield 2 days, but rarely commented. To point though, I cannot donate at the time, I'll try to later on in life for you and Tate, and just know that you are not alone in this dilemma, your fans support you, and that there is someone out there who knows exactly what you are feeling and going through. Good luck, sir.
ReplyDeletei really hope you do find a great life there an since your leaving your old life because of depression we are all supporting you Austin, just do all of us a favor an dont live in a Hurricane/Tornado area, it would suck to see my favorite gamer get, u know, so good luck to you man
ReplyDeleteIf I had a galldurned credit card, I'd donate all over your face.
ReplyDeleteGood luck Austin mate hope everything works out for you. If i had a paypal and money id send you some but I dont because I`m going through some money problems and family problems.
ReplyDeleteDoes spamming the refresh button count as adding views?
ReplyDeletedont film and drive Austin. it could be dangerous
ReplyDeleteIt would be a very very risky decision . But anyway , good luck to you and who knows ? May be you could get a better life there
ReplyDeleteGood luck to you again :-)
Great Caesar's ghost!
ReplyDeleteThat is one big decision...
I mean next month is...a few days ahead,
maybe just think it through a little more
but if your really goin for it, then I wish you all the Greatest of Luck, Mr. Trujillo.
Goodluck Austin I Know You Can Do It We All Believe In You! I Know Your Scared Bro But We Are All Here For U Cheering You On! Goodluck Again!
ReplyDeleteYou know what, everyone's already said what i wanna say, so i'll say something different, and ripping off an epic anime so call me a geek or whatever if you want for it. If you're gonna dig, dig to the heavens, even if its your own grave you're digging, once you've broke through, it means you've won.
ReplyDeleteTo translate, no matter what hardships you face, no matter how life tries to bring you down, no matter how bad the future seems, keep going forward, pushing for those happy days, and you'll get them.
As the good old Starcraft saying goes, "GLHF"
ReplyDeleteSo yeah good luck have fun. A brand new place for a brand new Austin. It seems like a great idea full of oppurtunities and support. You'll also be closer to friends such as Tate and Jonna (Does she live in FL? I forget) which I feel will make a good supporting environment. I better start saving for a donation.
Austin - I have some audio gear here I've not used in ages that I think can help you if you need extra cash. Email me if you're interested in it. I can send it to you (FOC). I'd be more than willing to send it to you so you can sell it.
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I wish you the best of luck Kilplix and I'll see what I can do to spare some cash for you. It wont be a lot.. but it might help. Just tell me where to send it too and we'll see what happens. :)
ReplyDeleteBEST OF LUCK! bro love from all the fanbase!
ReplyDeletei wish sweden had dollers..... FUCK SWEDEN!!!
ReplyDeleteLol, too bad I'm only 15 or I would donate.
ReplyDeleteYour videos have made my day hundreds of times. The least i can do is support you.
ReplyDeletei no it doesn't mean much coming from a guy from oversea's but goodluck buddy
ReplyDeleteI wish you the best of the bottom of my heart and I think many people wish that to
ReplyDeleteDon't be afraid to Moving it will be great
With the deepest regards// Smash
Austin, would just coming to you blog but not picking anything in generalor just scrolling through work? Because if so we could just help you by exiting tabs and coming back in them help, I usually do that by mistake but it would be good if it helped
ReplyDeleteHey man just saw your youtube vid and just by listing to your voice I could tell how stressed out you are.
ReplyDeleteI hope things go well for you though! You have my support and any advice I can possibly give.
Wish I could donate money but need every cent I am making for more collage and hopefully doing exactly what your going though.
But this is one fan who will be here though good or bad to enjoy your funny vids man. Chin up and keep strong.
Hey. I'm sorry i can;t dontate but i will be on here EVERY SINGLE DAY! Till things work out for you Austin. You're a Good Kid with a Good heart. You deserve to be happy
ReplyDeleteWish i could donate money really bad... Me an my brother have been loyal fans since the first L4D video. But as i just made the big leap to Orlando fl, an start school as well. I am a bit pressed for cash myself. If i do have anything to spare in the future i will definitely help you as much as i can. I know its hard making such a big decision. But i will continue to be loyal to your blog as always. An I wish you nothing but the best of luck.
ReplyDelete"When everything's wrong, just stay strong and move along."
ReplyDeleteAustin,
ReplyDeleteI don't know if you'll end up reading this, but I felt obligated to try. You're not alone, buddy. I'm literally going through a near-identical situation. Like you, I'm also planning on moving several hours away from my old life in early August with less than $100 and whatever I can fit into my 2-door car; which may or may not even survive the trip. (it has a bad oil leak and has been on its last legs for a while now)
I'm leaving behind all my friends, my family, basically everything I've ever known; all for a chance at something better. An old friend offered me a job opportunity that sounds like something I'll genuinely love, but you better believe I'm damn scared too.
Listen, if you want someone to talk with who knows exactly what you're going through, (heart-break included) drop me an email at kufan64@yahoo.com. If you don't feel like spilling your guts to a complete stranger, then hopefully just knowing you aren't the only one in this boat will give you a little boost to your confidence and morale. I wish you all the luck and success in the world.
-Eric
Good luck man. Hope things turn out good for you.
ReplyDeleteBest of luck to ya, Austin. If I had some money I'd definitely send it your way.
ReplyDeleteGoold luck bro. I also live in Florida! :D Palm Bay.
ReplyDeleteListen austin i have lived in florida all my life and i have to say the job market at least where i live in south florida near miami is a little scarce if you want something descent i dont know where you plan to move in florida but if you have your heart set on florida the best place for a good job and a good opertunity to start over is in ocala or the surrounding area there has been a new spring of jobs riseing up there and i have to say that would be the best oppertunity plenty of great houseing ive been looking for moths to get out of my hell hole and thats the best thats around i cant make it there but i hope you make it descent somewhere in florida good luck to you -Avionn
ReplyDeleteAlso it warms my heart to see all the people on here giveing well wishes to someone they dont really know its not something commonly seen in the world today and its something i wish i could see more of for all you people here who see this post and know im talking about you thank you and be sure to try and rub off a little on everyone you meet
ReplyDeleteAustin, from your fanbase down here in Australia, we wish you the best of luck and hope it turns out for the best. I wish I could throw a $100 or so your way, but jobs are scarce where I am. I reaaaaaaaaally wish I could help you out in any way :( I hope the morale is enough to keep you going and going :D
ReplyDeleteThanks for years of videos I logged onto an old paypal account today and found it still had $50 on it so that's getting donated. Good luck out there and I Hope to see more vids from you when you get the move going
ReplyDeleteYou've got a fan backing you from Ireland.
ReplyDeleteYou're too young to be having your mid-life crisis!
ReplyDeleteI suppose you can get it out of the way now...
Hope this helps with your crisis man and good luck with Florida.At least Tate will be there a season after you arrive probably and boy will that spark things up and more funny moments you guys will have to remember by.
ReplyDeleteyou go kilpix make us proud and as William shattner said live life like your gonna die
ReplyDeleteoh and forgot best of wishes from the me and my friend
ReplyDeleteBest of luck kilplix ^^
ReplyDeleteAustin, I live in the panhandle of Florida. Jobs are pretty easy to come by in my town(Destin) right now, all the tourists are still here and businesses are still in need of help, so I don't doubt that you can probably land yourself a good job quickly.
ReplyDeleteOther than that just be careful and I wish you the best of luck and safe travels!
Im Getting a couple hundred Dollars soon, i have no problem of sending it to you to help, i hope you like your new life
ReplyDeleteSo he has enough money to last him a couple months in Florida (and it's entirely possible to find a job there in under a day if one tries hard enough), he has 150 steam games, he has a top-notch gaming PC, and he STILL begs for money from mindless drones that the fankids are?
ReplyDeleteCome on. That's both pathetic and despisable.
To be honest, since your last "argue" with Con I stopped liking you, but now (however it will sound), my heart "breaks" into 2 halfs when I am reading what you wrote on blog. I am really by your side. I believe you can do this. I'll pray to my God to bless you at any meaning. I am pretty sure you and that "your second half" will be together and everything will be okay!! I am wishing it to you from bottom of my heart. NEVER SURRENDER BUDDY!
ReplyDeletei have to admit asking money from us is kinda pathetic cause most of us are kids and most of us don't even have money to begin with I know I don't but all I can give you right now is support i'll still be on your side even if you lose some of your fame I still hope that you will give me and others a smile in our faces when you scream, get angry, get happy , make us go insane when you don't know what to do and at least asking us questions during livestream i'm not saying your pathetic i'm just saying try think through things first before doing things like my dad says "Think before you ACT!" Hope for the Austin hope for the best :)
ReplyDeleteFlorida kicks ass. Good luck!
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