Spiritual healing... yeah

I decided to go to church today, get a little spiritual healing and what not, I usually feel at peace when I'm at church and I really need that right now.

So it's pouring out, raining raining raining.

So of course on my way to church the windshield wipers stop working.

yep.

So obviously I'm having a really hard time seeing, really really hard time, like I can barely see at all.

I pull over and try to figure out what to do, no real option so I just wing it and drive the rest of the way, I make it to church, hope that when I get out that the rain will die down.

at church I check the weather on my phone, raining all day, all night 100 percent chance.

So after church I try tying rope to the wipers and yanking them, that doesn't work well at all.

So I drove home in the pouring rain with my window down, reaching out to push and pull the wiper just barely enough so there's a tiny slit of visibility through the windshield, I thankfully made it home without incident.

So now I have to get that repaired, I wonder how much that will cost me.

I'm seriously not going to be able to afford living here anymore at this rate.

I'm just so sick of how my life has gone, the simplest most common tasks end up being a huge ordeal and challenge to me when to everyone else it's just an every day normal simple thing.

I wish things were different