Ready for a new life, could use some help.

Alright guys, I'm not going to sit here in my room being a miserable mess anymore, I've made a huge decision, I'm moving to Florida next month, Mid august or end of August, this is it, I'm sick of sitting here in my room being the most depressed I've ever been, I'm sick of sitting here hurting and hurting.

It's time, time to start a new life, time to try and get this crap behind me, to move on to (hopefully) better things.

I have some money saved up, enough to hopefully get me by for a few months while I try and either find a better job or hope that the transcription job picks up more.

Tate plans on moving there with me but he needs to stay with his family for a while and will move there in January.

So guys.. if you've ever.. EVER thought of donating me ANYTHING then NOW is the time, any tiny little dollar will help me at this point.

I'm freaking scared but I NEED to do this, it will either be the best or worst decision of my life but I NEED to find out ASAP, I need my life to change NOW.

If you can't spare me anything or don't want to then please, please visit my blog as much as you can, it actually helps out a lot for me.

Most of all wish me luck guys, I'll try and document it and upload it all to youtube, I just hope something will end up going my way for once, I'll need all the luck I can get.

FEAR funny moments

Sobi licks plastic leaves to unfitting music

I just cleaned out and put in fresh bedding in his cage, I had music playing on my PC and was resting in the chair when I saw him start doing this.

Random Favorite Song #7

Donkey Kong Country games have some of the best tracks from the 90's, here is one of my many favs:

Thank you, guys.

I just want to let you guys (and girls) know that your comments from my last post has not gone unnoticed on the blog, youtube and facebook, and I am stunned at your compassion and sympathy. I read every comment and I took most of them to heart. And most of all I have to say thank you, thank you so, so much for your kindness. I have gained a completely new view of my fans and feel much, much closer to you guys now.

Love you guys, thanks again.

I may not be around for a while

Just a heads up to let you guys know, there'll probably be a lot less activity from me for a while.

I'm at my lowest emotional level I can be in, I just had my heart broken for the umpteenth time, but this time it's much, much worse than the last ones. Because I know without a doubt that she was the one, she was absolutely the one for me, she is my other half, our souls were fused together, having it ripped apart has left me permanently damaged.

Knowing i'll be alone and never truly happy for the rest of my life makes it a bit hard to get out of bed in the morning. And knowing she's with someone else will haunt my dreams for years to come.

Please don't pry and ask the whole story, who it is, etc.

Just know that that's why there's going to be a lack of activity from me.

Please pray for me, I'll need all the help I can get.

Bad Company 2 Fun Game 12

kilplix plays minecraft episode 4

Finally have a My Video section

I just went through and tagged all of my blog posts and re embedded the videos in them, you can now view all the videos i've posted on my blog by clicking the MY VIDEOS section in the categories.

For some reason though it mucked up the order of my posts, like why the heck is RE5 highlights #11 below this post? blah

Resident evil 5 highlights #11

Hidden fun game #2

This gave me a good lol

Theres this site http://in20years.com/ where you upload a picture of yourself and it'll show you what you'll look like in 20 years, well I uploaded the pic that's in my podcast ep 1 video and this is apparantly me in 20 years:

my lord.. if that's me in 20 years then I hope I die before then!

Now your guys' turn, if you get silly results such as this then share the lols with us in the comments

RE5 highlights 13

Kilplix N Tate Play Portal 2 ep 9

Kilplix Podcast Episode 1 - I hate boobs, boobs are awesome.

Read the description of the video for more info

Money money money

so my car expired this month, the muffler was broke so I took it to a shop to get it repaired, I had to get a brand new muffler which was 200 according to them. So I bit the bullet and said go ahead, and I also asked them to inspect it for safety and emissions and all that, well the next day they call me and tell me the muffler is fixed, but it failed the inspection, they told me all this crap that's supposedly wrong with it, and said the final total to fix it all would be 800.

I of course said uh no, and went and paid for the muffler, which was 364 bucks... how it got that effing high is beyond me.

So they pretty much ripped me off and are trying to further with all that bull crap they tell me is wrong with it, my dad did a price check on all the things that are "wrong" with it and he said every part costs like 15-20 bucks each, which would be like 40-60 bucks. but 800 dollars?

fair warning guys, auto places scam you BAD.

so now I have to get all this crap fixed before they'll pass inspection, and according to my dad I can't take it to anyone else because they failed it and they have to pass it because they listed all the "problems" with it.



On a bit of a brighter note I FINALLY, FINALLY snagged me an audio file to transcribe, I got a call after I snagged it and they told me that the file has a lot of medical terms in it, and if i'm uncomfortable with doing it to let them know and they'll get a medical transcriptionist to do it. I said i'll give it a shot.

my gosh, the file was 1 hour and 48 minutes, it took me 15-20 hours to transcribe, that doesn't even sound possible but it seriously took that long.

I hope to crap I get quicker and more efficient with it. It got me a nice 98 dollars at least, hopefully i'll be able to catch more files.

so in the last few days I was down 500 bucks, because of my bills were due and the freakin car.

my gosh money is just like water, try holding it in your hand and see what happens, that's money.

Kilplix N Tate Play Portal 2 #7 and #8

X Men FIRST CLASS Review

Just testing my waters here, I'll probably do more.

THE OFFICIAL KILPLIX CHAT ROOM!!!!!!1111111111

So I have officially made me a KILPLIX CHATROOM, scroll all the way down to the bottom of my blog and THAR SHE IS! you can also click the link to the left to open it up in a separate window.

I'll probably be needing mods for this sometime, thankfully I have trusty CHANSERV which auto kicks people who spam.

I'll probably be in there most of the time, I'll try and chat it up if i'm not busy playing or anything.

see ya there!

oh and Jonna has one too! at her blog HERE