My Day Z stream in a nutshell

Only those who watched my stream will get this 

Through the pain

I spent all day drawing this, I'll just paste what I put on my Deviant art (http://kilplixism.deviantart.com/) 

Was laying in bed last night and like every night before sleep I was being bombarded by thoughts, images, regrets, feelings, you name it. 

And this image popped into my head, I decided to try and draw it the next day, I spent most of the day on it, I'm usually totally unhappy with my drawings but this one turned out alright, I'm sure I messed up with anatomy and whatever else but hey, I haven't drawn in a long time.

This image literally represents my life for a long time, It's a never ending battle and the only thing that keeps me pushing forward is that small ball of hope. A hope that someday, somehow things will be alright.

The key is to keep pushing forward else be consumed by it all entirely, I've allowed that to happen way to many times.

At least I can say that I haven't given up.