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Monday, July 18, 2011

I may not be around for a while

Just a heads up to let you guys know, there'll probably be a lot less activity from me for a while.

I'm at my lowest emotional level I can be in, I just had my heart broken for the umpteenth time, but this time it's much, much worse than the last ones. Because I know without a doubt that she was the one, she was absolutely the one for me, she is my other half, our souls were fused together, having it ripped apart has left me permanently damaged.

Knowing i'll be alone and never truly happy for the rest of my life makes it a bit hard to get out of bed in the morning. And knowing she's with someone else will haunt my dreams for years to come.

Please don't pry and ask the whole story, who it is, etc.

Just know that that's why there's going to be a lack of activity from me.

Please pray for me, I'll need all the help I can get.

104 comments:

  1. well that aint good..... hope you get better

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  2. well who ever is reading this knows your not gay now

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  3. I know the feeling, sir. I was with someone for two years, and was going to go shop for engagement rings the day that they dumped me out of nowhere. A few days later she was with someone else too. It sucks, and I know that I won't mind less content from you. You take time to recover. We'll all be here when you're better.

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  4. Shit, man. We've all been there. You just need to work it out. You'll find yourself in a better place soon. I was like that with one girl, thought she was THE ONE. But then, when I looked back, I realized that we didn't have a whole lot in common. Soldier through, man. You got this.

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  5. Happens to more people than we can imagine. just take your time man, not much one can do in situations like those. cry it out if you must, it doesnt make you less of a man, and remember you have the respect and support of your fanbase!

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  6. *double red alert*
    **emotional female ramblings imminent**

    It most likely won't help much to know, but there are a lot of us out here going through pretty much the same thing. And it's not happening to just you guys either.

    Almost 3 years together with this perfect guy. He said he would love me forever and never leave. Cliche, but I believed it. He was my first love, soulmate and he broke my heart to pieces. Today, this very freaking day too, he's in a new relationship. He never even said goodbye. And it's the worst feeling ever- it emotionally changes you. And every girl he's been with since me, broke me down even more.

    I'm not saying this to get attention- I only want to show that I know what you're going through.

    It hurts.. it's going to hurt and keep hurting a whole fcking lot. It's going to tear you down and bring you to new lows you never felt before. But realize that pain shows you how much you really cared for someone else. You don't want to feel that pain, but it is part of the healing process- you need to grieve. And there may be parts of you that may never recover.

    Some advice. Take time for yourself, like you said, to hurt and think- that way you avoid bottling up your emotions and having to pretend to be happy in front of other people. But also balance it out with time with friends. I CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH. Don't allow yourself to completely shut down. You'll feel like crap, but spend time with friends, go out, do stuff that takes your mind off things. The hardest feelings you have to fight is the pain and loneliness. Spending time with friends help tremendously.
    It's hard at first, but believe me, time erodes the pain and loss. It's at your own pace- it could be a week, it could be years. =(

    But hang in there and know that you are a strong person. You won't be alone forever and happiness will return. Even at this point it'll make you feel a little sick inside- but there's someone out there who won't break your heart, who'll treat you the way you deserve and make you happy. And you'll be happy that you will be the same for them.

    It's difficult moving on, but there's no other choice but to make the journey.. as painful as it is. =( Hang in there buddy and feel better soon! Remember you have a lot of people that care about you, even if you don't know us personally or by names. And we all wish you the best to get through these tough times.

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  7. just hang in there. My life was a misarable pile of shit after my fiance passed away. After 6 years of being misarable, not doing anything, and just always thinking about her. I believe after 5 years I finally moved on and just started to enjoy my life again.

    $20,000 credit card debt in my name and not having a job for two years, I am still struggling to stay afloat. But until now I a can see the road ahead of. Even though that road won't have love for me (I accepted it), I know that I have the love of my family. Take care and stay safe man.

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  8. Don't worry, man, I understand (I'm sure many other fans do too). Many of us, I'm sure, have had heartbreak. It is undoubtedly the biggest beast in life to tame, aside from maybe death, and unfortunately time is the only thing that can heal it--time and support of loved ones. Hang in there, man. Good things most certainly await you in your life.

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  9. austin whoever it is its there loss just from watching your videos i can see that your an awesome and funny person just try to look ahead and remember that there will be a million people like who ever this was i hope you feel better just remember that your fans are here for you and we feel bad reading this and whoever said that this was funny has no feelings at all

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  10. Damn that sucks, man. :( This may seem kinda harsh, but try not to think about it. Keep yourself distracted. It worked for me in the long run.

    I'm wishing you the best of luck, Kilplix.

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  11. Tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have loved at all.
    From Alfred Lord Tennyson's poem In Memoriam

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  13. I wish I had the magic words to make you feel better but I don't. I just want you to know that you have people you haven't even met trying to cheer you up.We just want you to feel better and if that means a brake, by all means take a long one your all around health and well-being is more important than our entertainment. so please feel better soon and know we support you.

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  14. I'll certainly pray for you. ...everyone else has said this already and will say this, but, really, you're not alone, and we're all wishing the best for you. Stay strong. Best wishes.

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  15. Austin, I'm sure you've sifted through enough of these comments to muster the guess that I've been through a rough split, too.. hardly a few weeks after our anniversary.

    A tip, in all seriousness: Jog. Weights. Sprint. *Anything*. Go until you're on the brink of death.

    I shit you not, it numbs the pain. And numb is the best you'll be able to manage for a while.

    -TrueNinja

    P.S. - An Atheist can't pray for you, but know that you mean a lot to more people than you know. All the best.

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  16. "Whatever doesn't kill you, makes you stronger."

    I'm sure you have a whole lot of comments on how people all went through similar, and thus we all understand that this is rough for you. We're here to listen and understand if you need it, and taking your time, letting it out and getting by each day will allow you to pull through this.

    Distracting yourself with video games, spending time with friends one way or another, and anything to keep your mind away from it is good.

    I (and many others) hope you feel better and our hearts go out to you.

    ~Nightowl2374

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  17. Everything happens for a reason, Austin.
    I'll keep you in my prayers and in my mind. Just know that everything will be okay. Where one door closes, another opens. We all have faith in you!

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  18. May God be with you, Austin. I'll pray that you find strength and happiness through this difficult time.

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  19. Austin, stay strong, all of us(fans) care about you, everything's going to turn out okay in the long run considering how long it took almost everyone that had have a heart break. With the girl they loved, distraction with another will probably help.. We understand how you feel, I'm sorry even if I didn't do anythin wrong.

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  20. You take all the time you need Kilp.

    After countless videos, you deserve atleast SOME time off.

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  22. dear kilplix my sincere wishes go to you i have had this happen to me to. so i know what you going through give it time it will heal you can let it out any way you want you can talk or cry or yell or any way you like letting it heal makes you better a better man than any who holds on to such things just give it time and let it heal you have again my dearest wishes you can make it through this when are here for you sincerely your fan greg

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  23. Unfortunately, after being with someone for so long, being independent again is a scary prospect.

    Take some time for yourself. Go out with friends, develop a new hobby. Travel if you need to.

    You have friends and family who love you dearly. AND you have 50,000+ fans who also love you. That's waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more than the average person will ever have.

    We are here for you Austin.

    ~Lanky Sensei.

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  24. Hey man, we're all here for you. You're obviously an amazing guy, and the healing process will take a long time, no doubt. Just keep in mind all the people who appreciate you and what you do will wait and respect your decisions. Take your time with what you do, and best wishes. You can make it through this, we promise.

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  25. Don't let this keep you down, I recently lost my Grandfather and although I will miss him I didn't let it from bringing me down.

    Everything has to come to an end, you just need to be thankful that you shared life next to them and remember the good times and experiences you passed onto each other.

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  26. Oh man that has to be horrible. im really sorry this has happened to you Austin.
    Im here for you dude. i hope you get out of this ok. we all care for you man!

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  27. Well I know a bunch of others have already said this but we're all here for you Austin. Whatever happens, we'll always be here to support you.

    Trust me, I've gone through the terrible heartbreak before, and it's something that can never truly heal, but you need to do your best to repair the damage that has been done. It still affects me to this day, but I know looking back at those moments I know that I am doing much better than I was before. All you need do is stay positive, things will go your way one day. Today may not have been a good day, but always keep your head up. One day you'll see the way is clear and what you need to do.

    Just be as optimistic as you can, yes it will hurt, but you need to stay positive and not let the pain take over, trust me I spent almost a year in pain and now that I'm finally out of the biggest crap, I can see that I should have been more optimistic. So just stay positive, we all love you more than you can ever imagine.

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  28. If you think your "souls were fused together" and she still refused your advances, you are looking in the wrong place, at the wrong girl.

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  29. that happen to me and I turned the pain to immunity she left me broken and at the same time strengthened and brand new. Don't let it break you or you will NEVER be the same.OVERCOME IT!! BE STRONG!!!

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  30. Been there. But thats how life is, just gotta push yourself into moving on. Its always been a challenged to all of us. Hope everything goes out well for you bud

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  31. Damn Austin, i'm sorry to hear that, i've just been there recently.. chasing after a girl i thought was the one and then getting my heart broken by her, now thinking about her with anyone else kills me, it hurts, it truely does but you have to try and move on as quick as possible, i mean i used to hate myself everytime i passed her house on the bus! XD

    But i hope your ok Austin and i hope you spring back up soon enough because alot of people will be missing you in action

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  32. Love is like a rubber band. We keep pulling, somebody lets go, and it hurts the person who held on. I know it hurts Austin, but I hope when you think about her you don't become sad that she isn't with you, but be happy that she entered your life at all.

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  33. Oh Austin.... I know exactly the kind of ache something like that brings... It will be hard, believe me, so DAMN hard at times to go on with the day, but you need to do it. It's very important, Austin, when the time comes, to remember that yes, no one will ever give you the same experience you had with her. But that doesn't mean you can't find happiness in someone else. Right now I know it seems impossible to move on, but you will. I'm not saying it will stop hurting.

    Remember Austin, YOU ARE STRONG. You can pull through. You are not completely alone. You have friends and fans to support you every step of the way. I was completely alone when I lost my piece of heaven, and I almost didn't make it. But one person, just one person stepped into my life to pull me up on my feet. We are all here to support you Austin. Yes, many of us are strangers to you, but that doesn't mean WE don't think of you as a close friend.

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  34. I'm so sorry Austin. I hope that you find someone that will give you the same feeling that you had with this person. I know that it might seem hopeless now, but bare in mind that there are many people in this little community that care about you. Take as much time that you need, and I hope you start to feel better! We'll all be waiting!

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  35. No one truly know how you feel right now because the feeling of a broken heart is different for each person. Im not the right person to shove comfort at you and I wont.
    Im still depressed over a girl. The story about that is long confusing and depressing.
    I was depressed for a long time and whenever I stop and think about it I in my alone time cry.
    What I did was to focus my attention away and I cant say that I recommend it..
    But you should know that the world is still here and you will get trough this. It might take months or even years. But dont let this take over your life. What you have and I didnt, is thousands of people to support you. THOUSANDS!
    You matter for alot of people youve never even met. You dont have to go trough this alone. A comforting reply is a small thing. But That reply is from a person.
    BE sad, BE angry. Let your emotions flow. get it out of your system.
    You will be happy again if you let yourself be happy. You are in control of yourself. Even when you feel helpless. Cry yourself to sleep. It will get better. I promise. YOU can get trough this. If you happen to read this, take care.

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  36. Oh my gosh. Dear Gosh. Make this Austin feel good. Becouse his woman with one freaking freak freak. Amen.

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  37. we will pray all for you man
    and I know how you feel yor not the only one

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  38. I will pray for you Austin, heartache is the worst. Please get better. <3

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  39. I hope you feel better soon, I understand things are dark now, but it will get better. Keep on keepin' on Austin. Be strong.

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  40. I had recently broke up with my Girlfriend and I know how you feel. However a week later we were back together. Now I'm not saying it will happened to you just that it all gets better with time.

    Hang in there buddy! We're all rooting for you!!!

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  41. That sucks man, I just went through the same thing a month ago and it sucks to see you going through it too.. Just have to keep your chin high and move to better things. You have all of us if you need support.

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  42. Cheer up Kilplix , I'm sure there is some one else is better to yourself.

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  44. Austin, in something I believe:

    No matter what, if she's your soulmate, you gonna get together sometime. Thats what I believe, thats what make me get out of the bed every morning, thats what sometimes makes me smile.

    For now, nothing you can about it, just time to heal things up.

    Praying for you, man :)

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  45. Stay strong & don't give up Austin, you'll find that someone, and you'll feel better soon.

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  46. I really hope the title of this post doesn't have a darker meaning to it... Please, Austin, I hope you're not planning to do what I think you are. You are a great guy, I hope you know that. You have so many fans and people that care about you. Please get better.

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  47. All I can say is
    Hope you'll recover soon
    We'll always beside you
    And waiting for your comeback
    :-)

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  48. Well i hope you get better.
    Sorry for my bad english,I'm from Brazil.
    By the way,I will pray for you.

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  49. I like how 51 comments later nobody can figure out it's Jonna.

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  50. I agree with Dbugg. Im In her situation except im a guy. Please Austin keep you head held up high same as your spirits. For you are a building we are your supports when the building sways we are there to support you. Good things will come back around to good people.

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  51. I suggest a heavy dose of man the fuck up

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  52. I'm not good with words in cases like this, so I won't try to be inspirational.
    Just know I, as well as most of us, hope (and pray) you get through this ok.

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  53. Quote from my dad after he had a heart attack and had to go into immediate surgery after years of trying to get back on his feet from thousands of dollars of debt and the person who he also thought was,"The One";I was 13 at the time and am 15 now. I was also very depressed as well.

    "Courtland, when I get out of this surgery, I promise to you and your sister I'll keep you out of this shit I've brought you into. 'Life's kicking me while I'm down, but by God as my witness when I stand back up I'm gonna kick it's ass!'"

    I think that quote to myself everyday when I wake up. Just a little motivational thing if anyone could use it, well the last part at least.

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  55. aw, that's sucks. But...there could always be a window of opportunity that will open anytime soon. Just keep your eyes open for it.
    "Never Give Up, Never Surrender."

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  56. Go treat yourself, believe me you just need to get her out of your head.
    I won't kid ya; pain is pain and studies now show emotional pain is actually translated into the same neural pathways as physical pain. So you just got a tire iron to the face or something...I can specify later.
    What matters is the future, as cheesy as that sounds, and your place in it. For whatever reason she had; it doesn't matter, the past is the past, and keeping you head in it doesn't make it seem any better or worse.
    Although I can't offer my sympathy, I can offer my experience on these matters. Move on; don't dwell and get into something else which makes you happy.

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  57. Austin, you think you're the first guy to have his heart broken? Just know that time heals EVERYTHING. From one man to another... I assure you it will pass. And keep this to heart - when one leaves, another will take its place. I promise.

    Keep going, sir.

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  58. Grow a pair, bust your ass being busy, delete or get rid of anything that reminds you of that person. If game, do not even play it or attempt to open it. None of that ice cream and cookies shit. Best task to make yourself busy and in around 3 months youll start feeling a bit better. Six months tops youll find someone else. Plenty of fish in the sea. And dont go on a rampage fucking anything that moves. Or screwing anyone that looks like her.

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  59. Stuff Happens.
    It has happened to me Not once, Thrice.
    They were all Perfect, But they were all the same.
    Maybe, One day, She'll come back, and you won't listen to her, Ever.

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  60. Rooting for you to get through this. I really hope you will be happy again, Austin! Never give up.

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  61. *alert, no sympathy coming from me*
    Austin, get over it, I got my feelings hurt the day after you posted this (little backstory, wanted to become friends with this girl I said I liked, but stopped liking her, she pretty much said "screw you" without me even putting down my case) you wanna know how long it took me to get over it? 3 fucking hours, in those hours I pretty much was mad, sad, and remorseful, but I got some lunch in me and got over it, because it wasn't her right to do that, so austin, get a mindset to pretty much think it was her fault, and not yours(even if it was your fault, which it probably wasn't, still get that mindset), then eat some Mexican food and get over it! if a 15 year old bipolar kid off his meds for a good week can get over a very emotional situation in 3 hours, then so can you. now get off your lazy a$$, shave, get some nice ,presentable clothes (and not the nerdy videogame shirts) and go get some ladies (and maybe take a public speaking class, if your relatively antisocial, i don't know)

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  62. I think it's a shame that love has such impact on a person. Personally I think sure it sucks but there's a chance to meet new people.

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  64. this is just what I think; Austin, no matter how good a relationship you had, no matter how much you had in coommon or not, if she broke up with you, then she couldn't have been the one for you.

    Now, if this made things worse, I'm sorry. But many of us have been there, too. I believe that you'll punch trough this slump, a lot stronger, and with more confidence than you ever had. Just take your time, We'll wait for you, just happy that you can just be happy again.I hope you can just muster the strength to pull through and get back on your feet.

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  65. Reading this really makes me sad, because I've been there... I can relate to your feelings and I sure hope you'll get better eventually. Just take your time. I would pray for you, but since I'm no christian that's not really possible ;) I just hope you'll make it.

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  66. That sucks D: Take all the time you need! <3

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  67. speaking as someone who is thirty years old, many of us have been in the same place before. it hurts like nothing else on earth, but it will pass, i promise you. keep strong and look to your friends.

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  68. Hey, man, take all the time off you need. Remember, We're here for you. Life comes first. Best of luck, Austin.

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  69. Austin: Don't worry about it, man. That sort of thing is tough, I know. I've been through it. A lot of us have. And hey, look at us: we're still here.
    The important thing to keep in mind is that if she dumped you, she wasn't the right one for you. Not yet, at least. Take your time, man, and realize that she might need to take her time as well. She may come around eventually, and if she doesn't, the best thing you can do is pick yourself up and move on. I know it's not easy. In fact, it's the farthest thing from easy. Just remember that the pain will pass, and life will go on no matter how you feel about it. You might as well enjoy the ride.

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  70. Coming from a person who's spent hours upon hours crying herself to sleep in her closet after break-ups, I know what you’re going through. I know what its like to give up everything [happiness, time, money, etc.] to try and get someone back. I know what it's like to completely give yourself up to a person, to feel completely dependent on just the thought of a person to give you the strength to go on. I know what its like to feel so used by another person that human contact makes you sick. I know what its like to want to reach out to others, but you just don't have the energy or think that you're not worth their time. I know what its like to imagine yourself with someone forever and have that "forever" shattered. I know what its like to form a trust with someone that makes you feel just confident about yourself to be able to be "intimate" with someone. I also know the horrifying shame of having someone know so much about you and not knowing whether what occurred between the two of you will be broadcast to everyone. I know the soul shattering pain of seeing someone else with your "One." I know the feeling of despair when you simply look at your hands and remember the last time your fingers interlocked with hers. BUT I also remember how infatuation can so quickly turn into deception. This woman LEECHED you of your life. Was there poison hidden in your last kiss? Was she thinking about 'the other' the last time you two embraced? Going from one person to the other without remorse isn't something a person does. That's what a tick does. It burrows underneath your skin and sucks the life out of you. Then without another thought, it will hop onto the next body that passes by. This woman was your parasite. Nobody needs a parasite. BUT there is a silver lining. You've been hurt. That means that you cared enough to let her get that close to you. Yes, there's a gaping hole in your heart where she snatched away your affection, but everyone recovers from it. The new hole in your heart just means you need that much more love from someone else to fill it. The pain will numb. The numbness will subside. You will awaken from your emotional coma. You'll never be able to forget the painful scars left by this encounter, but they serve a purpose. All the years a person spends suffering make him who he is. The trials shape you. It takes two people to make a relationship work. You both have to fit together like a lock and key. Maybe this last heartbreak will make your heart heal in just the right way that not only will the next girl have the key to your heart, but you will have the key to hers. I've seen the darkness. I've let it swallow me whole before. I've experienced the hopelessness in the attempt to reach out. I've lived a life that was on auto-pilot because real life was just too difficult. BUT I do know that things do get better. Sleep. Wake up and enjoy the first 5 seconds of your day. Those first moments that you're awake where not a thought enters your mind. Focus on this empty time. Fill it with whatever emotion you need at the moment. Every day this time will get longer. Before you know it, you will be spending an hour simply focusing on the light shining in your window. Take each day one step at a time. Have "me" time. Focus on what you DO have. Play with Sobi. Call your friends and tell them that you just need to talk to them for a while. Draw pictures of Goku. Listen to GoldFish. Eat peanut butter. Do anything you want to. This is your time, no one else's. The steps are small, the impact is large. Peace and love are yours; just let them cradle your heart for a while. We all love you, even if some won't admit it. You're in our minds daily and we need you. Look after yourself: now, especially. Your mind will be taking a long rest. Good night, Austin, we'll see you when you wake up. Love, Karen.

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  71. Kilplix, seeing this reminded me of myself. I know how it is, friend, and it hurts. It's not any of our business who it is, if we know her, or whatever and I hope people honor that. Anyway, I thought I would be alone forever too after losing someone I was SURE was the one (bizzare story too, anyway).

    I don't know what you believe in, but you mentioned prayer, and I prayed (I'm a Christian) and waited because I believed God would send someone somehow, someday.I wanted to give up, but everytime I thought I would, I reminded myself that if I give up, I am going to be alone for sure. Don't give up, even in the face of no hope, because hope can come at the most unlikely time.

    I'll be praying for you and I hope in time you find the girl you should be with in the right time and place. I don't believe you'll be alone forever, Austin. If we knew each other, I'd say I'm here to talk, but since we're not, just know you're in my prayers and thoughts.

    Take your time, and we'll be waiting. Thanks for the entertainment you've given us so far.

    Brandon

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  72. sorry to hear that man my thoughts will be with you :(

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  73. Austin, I know that you have read these so I'm not going to be a hardass on u or say that it was her fault. But, this is a quote that my grandmother said from a visit to see my dad at the jail. "we must take it one day at a time." so heed this advise you are strong my friend. take this as a test of your strength. Akuna Matata Austin.

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  74. Just hang in there man. Just come back whenever you are ready.

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  75. "True love is but woman's toy,
    They know not the lover's pain."

    I can honestly say that as near fact. I know how you feel Austin, after having my girlfriend of 2 years -- The person who in essence, stopped me from committing SUICIDE -- break up with me for someone she met ONCE. I still think about her, even though she broke up with me last October. I still miss her. I've all but lost my mind in the memories that replay themselves over and over again in my dreams, and just the thought of her with someone else has completely eroded away what was left of my sanity...

    And yet, how am I still here?

    The only explanation I have boils down to two things. My music, and My friends. My advice to you? Keep your friends close. They will never shy away from you, if you need them. And if they do... Then perhaps they might need you.

    In conclusion, I leave you with this, Austin:

    "But now I have come to believe that the whole world is an enigma, a harmless enigma that is made terrible by our own mad attempt to interpret it as though it had an underlying truth."
    -Umberto Eco

    Live life. It may be true that the higher you are, the harder you fall; but the harder you fall, the higher you bounce back.


    I hope you feel better, and that you get through your darkness faster than I am mine. It isn't a fun place, and I wouldn't wish it on anyone.

    Take it easy, man.

    -Taylor

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  76. You'll be in my prayers, Austin. Take your time.

    And a little advice (though, probably a lot of fans said this already), you mustn't bottle up your feelings. Talk to your friends, or hit something if you have to, just to release some of that emotion.

    Just know that I (and thousands of other fans) are here for you.

    ~Danielle

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  77. Try playing soccer/football it is a great emotional release. I always play football to release my emotions, the harder you kick the ball the better you will feel trust me.

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  78. Know how you feel, my ex faked her death with her family in on it and she threesome'd behind my back

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  80. Hang in there man, you'll get over it somehow eventually. Don't know the details and I don't even really want to but remember, there is always light at the end of the tunnel, no matter how small or in what form but it is always there.

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  81. Open_Hearted_Teen

    I seriously hope you're trolling

    If not, your life is seriously fucked up o0

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  82. You'll get over it.
    Also, praying is useless.

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  83. @ DarthBoo: I'm not faking :/ she really did that and we clicked what seemed so strong. Anyway I know how Austin kind of feels at the moment.

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  84. don't worry Austin losing a girlfriend or whatever is like open heart surgery. It hurts like HELL for a few weeks and progessivly gets better.

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  86. Dont tread on this unfortuneate event, man. Although you wont find someone like her (which I doubt) you WILL be happy again with someone who cares about you. I know this because your the most amazing and caring but still social and funny person Ive ever heard of. Who wouldnt love all these amazing qualities of you? I know I do lol. Anyway, take all the time you need and we all will be here when you recover.
    Sincerely, One of you MANY loving viewers

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  87. Not much one can say to change how you feel right now...an i know it hurts. People say it gets better, an in time it will. A broken heart is not easily mended. And in truth i am not sure it ever completely heals when you love someone that much. But at one point the light will shine an you will see things brighter again. Love is like a puzzle. When you’re in love, all the pieces fit but when your heart gets broken, it takes a while to get everything back together. Just remember of all the people who care... family, friends, fans. We all wish you well an hope you start feeling better. And ALWAYS remember how great you truly are.
    Take care an Smile =)

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  88. shit dude i know how that feels:c
    it was a livin hell for me to, but dude, all you
    do is be strong through it allc:
    an you can go through this shit no matter
    how much it hurts
    hope you feel better!

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  89. It's okay, man. Minus the new relationship part, I'm going through the same. Stay strong.

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  90. Man, I'm sorry to hear that. I can't honestly say I know what it's like, since I always get too nervous to so much as ask a girl out, but take your time. As the saying goes, "Time heals all wounds". The closest I could say I've been to experiencing something even remotely similar, was when my best friend (we literally grew up together, we were born less than a month apart and lived only a few doors down from each other) had to move to Georgia. As much as I've tried, I only saw him again 1 year later when he came back to visit a relative, after that I haven't been able to get in touch with him since. I was totally crushed when he moved away. We were total opposites (except in terms of appearance, our 1st Grade teacher always got us confused with one another), but we got along extremely well. But as I already quoted, "Time heals all wounds". Eventually you'll start to feel better. And always remember, you've always got people who care about you. Even if you just need someone to vent or talk to, that's the great thing about the internet, there are ALWAYS people who will be there to support you. You are not alone. :) Your fans here have your back, me included.

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  91. Very sorry to hear, Austin.. once upon a time I was in the exact same place. It took me a very long time to finally get over it and move on, but I found that when I did, my life was for the better again. Here's to hoping you can move past it. Take care.

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  92. Best wishes for things for everything to look up for you heartbreak isn't easy but i know you can get through it you are an awesome person and gamer best of luck austin!!

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  93. Reading through all of these intresting comments kinda depresses me between the sympathy and advice and arrogant people who definetly have never experienced true love. I for one don't know what I'm experiencing in my current relationship yet. So I cannot say I can relate but I can promise I'll pray for you.

    Everything happens for a reason but it hurts that much more when they don't.

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  94. srry to hear that
    i have been in the same situation a year ago....
    hope you are ok try to distract yourself from this fact because if you go deep it gets worse and worse...

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  95. I still love you buddy. We all do

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  96. Alright you probably wont read this any ways but this is to help the repercussions of giving so generously.

    Your story of what is going in your life moved me.
    it's not like another news story that is on the news that i can just laugh off very easily.
    I really wish you the best in what you have in store for moving to Florida, also I live here ^.^, but to get to the point I just want to tell you how much i appreciated your videos over the years, which shared some laughs that I don't get all that often. eh what was i talking about? (sorry adhd makes me a bit slow)

    any ways I donated $21.95 and i really wish you the best, please note that i am only a 15 yr old that can only do so much to help, and doesn't have a job so that was my money for the summer, but i wanted you to have it because you need it more then me.

    hope you feel better William, a.k.a Tatotot

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