Me recording a lightning storm

Try this demo, you wont regret it

This new game coming out called Warhammer 40K: Space marines is an absolute blast. Try it out, it's on steam!

Here's clips of my first play of the demo

Hidden fun game #4

Some of the wisest and most inspirational words I've ever been given.

When you are physically strong and brave, when your convictions and morals are unwavering, when you are respectful and hold honor, when your heart is compassionate and your hand open. You have accomplished more than most men. What more is fate to test you with?
but to take away that which is most precious to you.
and then all of your virtues will be truly tested.
The honest man fights the hardest fight.

If your other virtues were any weaker, there would be no need to be tested in such a cruel way.
It disappoints me to see you break. To see you fall during this test.
I can only encourage you so much.
to stand and hold your head up.
To think of them being away should bring you longing, to think of them no longer caring should break your heart, to think that they are being defiled should cause you to burn with insatiable rage. It's what will temper you.
But you can't let it overtake your ENTIRE life
like you're doing now.


Thank you so much, Angelo.. I'll be re reading this a lot in the future to push forward.

Here's what you missed out on when I streamed tonight

BC 2 fun game 14

gonna start dishing these out a lot more frequently since bf3 comes out soon

FEAR extraction funny moments

What a day.

Before I begin, I'll just let you know I posted a random fav song today, so it'll be below this wall of text.

Anyway today me and my brother were going to go see the movie FRIGHT NIGHT, I also wanted to get my car stereo installed, so we both took our own cars to the mall theater, good movie btw! loved it.

Anyway after the movie I go and get my car stereo installed, took a bit but I had my phone to keep me occupied.

Afterwards I was pretty dang happy, had my car stereo, and finally my car was legal again after passing inspection, I just got my stickers the other day.

so I was like WOO and drove to the other mall to check out a few stores, was being social as crap when people talked to me, cheery, being my new self which I'm loving. Was noticing I was getting checked out by tons of girls, I guess cause it's Friday and they were everywhere.

So after that mom texts me saying that my dads work is having a dinner outing thingy at a public swimming place and that I should come, so I said I'd stop by and left the mall.

On my way to the freeway entry I was noticing this little badump badump badump sound from my front tire, I'm just figuring it's a little pebble stuck in the tire treadings or something, I'm over thinking too much, being my typical paranoid self, then I'm thinking "Maybe I should just turn here into the walmart parking lot before getting on the freeway to check if it's anything." Then I didn't really hear the noise anymore so I'm like nahh whatever, and in my head I'm just thinking all clearly "I'm going to regret not doing that, you watch Austin, somethings going to happen, I should probably have trusted my instincts."

So I get on the freeway, enjoying my new stereo and all that. And the lovely thing about this area is that there's a 2-3 year planned construction process going on to make a bigger laned freeway, so it's utter cluster butt, there's no emergency lanes, concrete walls on both sides. the speed limit is 55, but no one does below 70.

So of course, my tire goes flat, I'm like oh.. great, and I "pull over to the side" which there in fact, is no side, so I just have to hug the wall, and be completely in the lane still, freaking cars and giant semi's are zooming aside to avoid hitting me as I'm like WTF DO I DO OMG

I couldn't get out obviously, I'd get taken the heck out, so I noticed a little ways behind me I had passed an off ramp, so I gritted my teeth, threw it in reverse and slowly started making my way back towards it, emergency lights on of course, my cars practicaly grinding against the concrete wall as I'm backing up, I literally did grind against it a few times, finally I made it to this little pocket where I was safe of traffic for the moment, getting out to fix it was still risky as heck and I could get taken out easily.

some construction worker came over to me and said I'd better find a better spot to fix the tire, he told me to drive onto the finished road part that was still blocked off, and he helped me by telling me to go when the coast was clear to that area.  here's a very crude map of the whole situation:

Funny thing is, the old me would have been like, end of the world, doom, everythings over, raging, giving up.

But not the new me, as soon as I made it to that little pocket safe spot I was completely fine, positive and outgoing about the whole thing, no probs, just put on the spare and be on my way.  I was even whistling as I was going through it all, smiling and chatting with that construction guy about how crazy the drivers are, a policeman stopped while I replacing the tire to ask if I need help, gave him a thumbs up and said I was alright, thanked him.

So I got the spare on and all that jolly good stuff, drove to that dinner pool party thingy and ate a yummy pulled pork sandwhich.  A bit later they started to open the pool area up, but eh, it's not like I knew anyone there, I mean I REALLY REALLY miss swimming and would loved to have cooled off after that ordeal but it would have been awkward swimming alone while everyone was swimming around.  It would have been nice to finally show my hot bod off but that just wasn't the place to do it, I'll get the chance like crazy in Florida I'm sure, all this hard work I put into sculpting this body (been working out for 7+ years now)  and no one sees it! travesty!

So yeah I left that and went to walmart to get a few things I needed, got home and dad was able to plug the hole in the tire, I can't BELIEVE I didn't ruin the thing driving on the rim like that.  I tell you what driving a car on a rim is so agonizing to me, like a million finger nails going across a chalkboard, and knowing it's probably doing damage to the tire and rim just make it ugh.

But all's well, I'm exhausted after changing the tire, that dang jack I have is a workout to use.

So the best part about all of this?  I find out my brother on his way home...

Got a flat tire too.

What the crap are the odds of that?!  Lucky him he got it where there was no construction, he got off easy!

So a silly and yet enjoyable day over all, It's crazy how close I came to getting killed, but all's well like I said, that's what counts. I'm just happy to finally have a stereo in my car!  Florida drive will be a lot more enjoyable!  Unless I get another flat =[

Lesson Learned for the day: Trust your instincts, I'm sorry for doubting you Peppy.  Also stay positive, it's insane the difference it makes when you do.

Random Favorite Song #8

I've been listening to this track on repeat for like 2 days now, freaking love Earthbound music

RE 5 highlights #15 FINAL

Last one



I... oh.. my... gosh

BC2 Fun Game #13

Oh you, luck. Oh you.

So last night my smash bros friends all came over, they wanted to do a get together one last time before I move. so yeah, they all get here and before we even start playing the power goes out...

YEP

we sat in the dark talking for like.. hours...

when the power finally came back one of them had to leave, and we didn't even play games. we just watched youtube videos. but in all honesty it was a good time, I absolutely love sharing youtube vids with groups of people, it's like right up there with my top things to do when hanging out.

We plan to do it again as soon as possible, my move has been delayed after all so there should be another opportunity.

I can honestly say those guys are what I'll miss most when I move (aside from family of course). They're some good friends, it's just too bad how rare they're all available.

Kilplix Plays Minecraft Episode 5

lul shot

Good news on my car!

Remember how that Auto place told me it'd cost 800 dollars in repairs to get it to pass inspection??

yeahhh...

well I took it to the local guy in town and he passed it, he also said he doesn't see any reason why it couldn't make the drive to Florida.

so up yours scammy auto place, up yours.

Hidden Fun Game 3

Random Favorite Videos #1

Another new category! I think this was an obvious must.

Just gonna throw up some random videos I love

Some could be in favorite songs but I like the videos just as much

memorable moments in gaming: Hidden- best kill ever

666

At this current time that I'm typing this I have 666 followers on my blog.

..What could it mean???!?

The move is delayed..

The place that I want to move to, which is perfect for me price wise might not be available now until like.. who knows.. end of september, maybe even october..

I guess I'll keep an eye out for another place but that one is too perfect, I may just have to wait for it.

I really don't want to be here for more months to come.. I guess I have no choice but to be patient

I guess on the bright side is I'll be able to have more money saved up by that time

Kilplix N Jeds RE5 highlights 14

Gosh, thank you so much guys

Again I'm shocked at your generosity and kind words people. I don't think I can even express my gratitude properly. For all those that donated, seriously I'm on my knees hugging your legs saying "thank you thank you", you have no idea how much this helps me out, and just how much it means to me.

I'm going to try and get back to some sort of normality and start uploading videos regularly again. I haven't played a video game in 3 weeks now (longest I've ever gone in my life without playing a game.), but hopefully I'll start getting somewhat motivated to do so. Mostly, lately I've been doing transcriptions which has been nice to just keep busy. I've done two in the past 3 weeks so I really hope that becomes a consistent and reliable job. Things ARE looking up and I'm trying my hardest to stay positive and to learn how to just be plain old happy on my own, inner happiness. But It's hard as heck, I'm beaten to a pulp emotionally daily by feelings and thoughts and trying to withstand it is just hard, it eventually beats me down to breaking points where I just fall into the bottomless pit of despair, and night time is when that crap hits the best, I try to get to bed as early as possible anymore.

I've been typing a story since I was like.. geez.. 16 years old? And I would love to one day publish the book, but man I always get stuck and it's hard to motivate myself to type in it, especially right now.

Today I'm going to try and get my car to pass emissions and ask the mechanic what he thinks about driving it to Florida, if he thinks it will even make it or not. If I have no way of driving there then I'll fly and hope for the best, sell my car here and hope that a great priced car becomes available in Florida.

I just can't wait to get all this crap behind me and be able to just be normal, smile laugh all that great crap, but who knows how long it will take and who knows if Florida will even help, it may even make it worse, but I wont know until I try.

Well I got a bit off my chest there, thanks for reading and again thank you from the bottom of my heart for the donations, kind words, advice and love.

Love you guys